So I have found my muse, and it's completely fucking with my mind. Guys will do that to you and right now i'm in some serious lust. *sighs* I guess we'll see what happens I think the feeling is mutual. Either way it's affecting my writing in a pretty good way. Although, I'm smoking a lot more than I use to. *sighs again* It's chilling me out though, I feel...hmmm it's hard to explain. Funny this has almost nothing to do with my creativity. Well...now that i think about it. I have been writing a pretty interesting short story. I don't really know if it's good or not. I've let two friends read it. One of them >.> stopped mid-paragraph to write a story that I guess you can say my story inspired. (Gotta love my clone) And the other said it was pretty good, that i love cliff hangers. (It's a habit I don't do it on purpose, and to finish this one. >.> Me and my inability to finish stories, is really hurting my writing career, or lack thereof.

Anyways back to my muse. I told him I was into photography and he told me that He would love to model for me >.> But I'm not sure if he was being serious or not. I'm almost afraid to ask. Almost being the key word. I am going to ask him. Maybe he'll say yes. Maybe he'll say no. Either way i'm going to photograph something before I lose my mind. Work has been corrupting my life . At least I get to write when i'm there. That's the only time i seriously write. And even then it's only when it's not busy. I haven't even explored Wiesbaden like I wanted too. But what I have seen is beautiful. To bad I never have my camera. ( Photographing is not allowed on base, which is where I come from when I see these beautiful things.) smh. Any who. How is everyone?